It's Monday. No one likes Monday. Except for me. Monday symbolizes so much more than the start of the work week to me. For me it is the first day of a four day stretch of sobriety for Tyler. Which essentially means I will have four days without being yelled at and will not get verbally assaulted for a while. I can breath now and momentarily let my guard down. This is no way to live. I need God's grace more than ever. I am searching in places I know better than to go, looking for positive attention. I know I will not find love in those arms, yet I continually pursue. Lord please please please give me the strength to follow my heart only. I am yours Lord. Use me for your will. I follow you. Lord please speak to my heart and guide me where you want me to go.
Monday, January 31, 2011
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