Trying to find a way...

It is so strange that two days have passed since I found my dad gallevanting with another woman and the more I think about it....the more my stomach turns. I am handing this trouble to God and praying that He does what is best for my family. My family has been in shambles for a couple of years and with the reunity of my parents I had some hope that our family was going to make a turn for the best. Now I have no clue. I love my dad so much and I hurt to see what he single handedly has done....again. I know God will take care of my family. I just need to have strength in the Lord and solidify my strength in my faith. God blesses us and so often we look over it...not anymore. I am going to work very hard to completely eliminate the things in my life that takes me away from my faith and my family. First to go...the casino. God has blessed me with a job and instead of saving money to provide my son a home he can call his own...I have gambled. No more. My son will have a home. Very soon. I am also no longer going to utilize the computer unless my son is in bed for the night. It's time. If I start to handle my life differently hopefully my family will also start to emulate me...and they too will be blessed. Thank you Lord for all of your Grace.

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